Just for Tonight…

Just for tonight I’m going to let myself miss him.  Only tonight.

I miss the way he sings me to sleep.

I miss the way he holds me so close to him when we’re falling asleep.

I miss the way we laugh together.

I miss our talks…we can talk about anything and everything.

I miss our date nights.

I miss watching football and music videos with him.

I miss kissing him.

I miss being close to him.

I even miss our arguments – as ridiculous as they may be.

I MISS HIM.

It’s possible I’ll hate myself in the morning for writing this, but right now I don’t give a damn.

I’m giving myself permission to miss him this much…just for tonight.